Another day

Some days I really wonder why I stay with the father of my children we have two and one on the way. We have gone through many ups and downs and you would believe it would make ones relationship stronger but it only makes it weaker. So much doubt, pain, but yet we always seem to try to want to push to make it better for our kids, for us, for our time we have invested. Does anyone else do this? Everyday seems like it going to be better but he is very picky very angry very grudge full person it makes it real hard to raise children with him sometimes because we don’t always see eye to eye. His fix….. “shut the f*** up and do what I say.” I will slowly get into how and why I’m still here because it does sound horrible but maybe I’m not the only one or maybe I am and I need help. So thank you for reading today and I hope to embark in a self finding journey and maybe relate to others and not feel so alone on this journey. Take care.